Been too long since i talked to you. 6 freaking days without anything from you ; I must be so damn unimportant in your eyes. I resist all sort of temptation to think of you. I watched countless dramas , had up to 5 phonecalls per day just to keep my mind off you. Then , i finally came to the conclusion that i will really never be able to get over you. I looked through our conversations day in day out , just to catch the glimpse of hope.

You used to detect my moodswings and do all that you can to just make me smile. It is not that i am unaware of how Alevel could get into the nerves of people at times ; i just couldn understand your dao-ness. I am in fact an easily contented person , a simple good morning message could make my day baby. Why did you go when you have a million reasons to stay and why am i stayinh when i have a million reasons to leave? I gave you nothing but the best yet you were always acting like i am nothing but a passer by. When did we lose it all? What have i done wrong my dear?

I get it though. Sometimes you dont have to do anything wrong sometimes you can give up your time and smile just for a man that wont even bother looking back. I know baby , i know it all.I just haven found the way to get over you. This love is too overwhelming and unrivalled. I simply did not expect myself to go to such extent.

I am extremely exhausted. My energy is depleting day by day ; my heart insisted on gripping onto all possible forms of hope. Hope? Faith? I am letting go all of those. To be frank , i have mever felt like this. Regardless of how much i needed you , it is a thing of the past now. I will keep my heads high , i will not let anyone see me cry. You will be happy amd so will i. Perhaps this is karma .