I think i am over you. No more pain , no more tears. A little part of me is feeding on your guilt to survive and the larger part of me still wants you to be happy.

The xmas message was heartwarming. Thank you honey , thank you for showing me that i am still important to you. I am really glad that you left with an explanation. At least i know that a man like you was worth loving. The past cannot be forgotten , it can only be accepted. I want you to know that i will always love you , just the way you are. Your honesty , your humor , your coldness . I just want you to know that whoever you are , you are the man that i fell deeply for.

I really hope that she is treating you well. Is she drawing pretty things? Is she fixing awesome meals? I still miss you , will you miss me too?