You finally told me the truth and there is enough of guessing. Sorry ? Was that all that you could say? Some part inside me already knew the truth.

But i just thought that it was all a revenge , i just wish that you were so angry with me for not being there for you that you just wanna make a sad as well. Especially when i took the courage to read your tweets. I feel that it was me ... And hey guess what , i was a fool again. But i am just too blinded to make the right guess again.

Anyway , i still wanna thank you. Thank you for all the wonderful times that you gave me. And most importantly , thank you for making me feel like i was alive once again. You were there when i had to get over janson and you were the one who taught me that life could still be perfect , with or without anyone in your life.

Dont be sorry. It is not your fault at all. Dont say sorry because we were close and you had to leave now , dont be sorry because we couldn be the same and there is nothing that you can di about it. Who is she? I really really wanna know who did i lose to.

My grieve wasn from the fact that you left . The true reason for my heartbreak was that we were close and i expected too much from you. I never wanted to be with you my dear , i always just wanted to be a friend that is close to your heart.

Now that i am so stupid that i unfollowed you on twitter , i guess i am really unforgiven. Regardless of what , this is probably god's way to ascertaining the fact that a guy like you and a girl like me couldn be friendss at all. I couldn figure out why the hell did i feel so sad when you leave but all i know was that i am glad for you.

If i could do this again , i will do it a million times. Even with the heartbreak. You were just so worth the while ; your smile makes me realise that there is still hope in life. I just wanna tell you how grateful i am to be part of your life and that you had impacted me more than you will ever know.

As much as i hate it , i know that you will make the right decision. Thank you for telling me the truth , if not i would still be living in the fantasy. Give me one last chance to call you baby. My sweet boy , what went wrong between us? Why couldn we be like how we use to be?

Goodbye baby , goodbye. What makes me feel strong is the fact that i've tried my best. I didn lose , i gained in my own way. For that i am eternally grateful. 381.